Assalamualaikum peoples!!!
Lama tak type macak kekok pulak pakai keyboard ni. I guess... Everyone always says that. I guess and I guess.
Yeap, my post today is to talk about all the things that have link to 'I guess'... I guess is only an assumption that you make without knowing if the things you think is true or false. You can't guarantee if what you assume is correct. It might mean different from what the other party meant. Anyway, it might be a mistake but that does mean you can hurt that party too.
That same goes to me... To say, I'm such a failure when it come to friendship. I guess what they say is true. I'm such a careless lady who only think about herself, I never ever care about others, I'm so hateful, I'm ego, I'm a liar, I'm this and that... the list can just goes on and on. I'm a human and I make mistakes. That is standard. But that doesn't mean I won't change. How much do have to change myself to fit in with you guys? How much more should I sacrificed for you? And I bet, there is always a point to argue back with my point.
Everyone, I won't say it's only me, everyone of you guys will have fight for you friendship. Yet, different people will fight differently. Just like in war, the soldiers always want to defend the country. However the ways of approaching the attacks and defend is always different. Some use missiles, some use tank and some use riffles. And this is also applies to friendship. Some prefer to confront, some prefer to help from back and some also prefer to make someone feels good.
In the end, some says 'I guess' I have done I enough, I guess I sacrifice enough, I have done enough. To be honest, I'm like that too. I hurt people. I feel the pain too. This is ego. And it seems like I'm the one who is ego. And the last guess that I'm going to make is I GUESS I SHOULD JUST SHUT MY MOUTH AS PEOPLE ALWAY GET HURT BECAUSE OF ME. Let them say what they want, let me keep my opinion to myself as people will never see it in my perspective but they will see it as an attack to them.
Silence is the key right now. Those who read these, please... please... never think whatever you done now is enough. Never do what I have done. Not as the first party or even as the opposite party.
I have learned a lot from this friendship. The hard ways and also the easy ways. And importantly, I have made good friends and good memories.
Love ya'll
2 comments:
don't ever regard yourself as a failure. this could be considered as a way of testing your friendship. people go for a reason and Allah replaces them with someone better. it's good that you take the good memories from your friendship because that's the thing that always count. just remember, from that circles of friends you have, i bet there are a lot there still cares about you, whether you know it or not.
Love your blog btw.
Thank you so much. Even if I don't eve know who are you, but you have definitely made my day.
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