Nearly Being Fooled

Hello everybodehh!!! Assalamualaikum :)

Yes. I'm back. I have not been active lately and this blog seems like a zombie land right? Man, what am I up to these past few months?

Yeash, most of you might not know that I have already stated my poly life. In simple words, I am now pursuing my Diploma in Nursing. It's already been 2 months since I stated school and so far so good I am able to adapt to the school and poly life. Yes, to say that nursing is not easy, I might say that Poly is not easy at all, but i think the passion that I have in me that keeps me going.

However I'm not typing here to share my poly life, maybe when I already stated my attachment I might share about my experience as a real nurse but I dont think now is the right time for me to share it first as I have not stated hand-on nursing care yet.

Just like the topic tittle above, yeash I was nearly being fooled by some sales person and to be honest, I was really attracted at what he was sharing that I nearly buy what he is selling out to me.

So it happen macam ni, ya allah dah macam nak story telling eh?

I have a friend yang baru je balik dari Greece and she looks like she is really enjoying her self there. Aku ni yang macam jakun ni pun pergi lah tanya dia all the travel budget and the accommodation... all that stuff lah (macam lah aku ni ada banyak duit nak terbang ke sana) but what ever it is I'm still interested.

So her reply is simple, meet up and she will explain to me more. I was like - wow, nak kene ada special meeting pun- tapi aku tak de pikir pape lah. I just thought that she wants to tell me all the details and all. I agree and I met her and her another friend. At that same time, one of my classmate is also there with us. So a total of 4 people sitting at mac waiting for that guy untuk buka mulut.

He turns on a video and showed about the calculative of how much he as a travel salesman get every month. Dah part situ aku dah macam WTH? I already feel not comfortable as I kind of know where is this conversation is heading to. Tapi, I kept myself quite and continue showing that I'm still interested. You know that there is sometime you know what kind of nonsense shit a person trying to tell you but you still keep on listening to him? I don't know why I did that.

So he told me stated doing this 4 years ago (the travel club thingy) and now he is happy as he can. he sleeps when he wants, he wake up when he wants. He can travel around the word. So far, he went to 56 different countries in just 3 years? He is earning at least 10k per month. And I sat there like WOW MAN! You keen the job bro! he said that he have the money and he has the time. Good? Who don't want right?

So he showed us the membership thingy and also the app. I was in awe when I saw that I can only spend less than $400 to travel to Greece and get a VVIP hotel and all that stuff. Come on, which kid won't get lured by it right.

What I have to do is just get the membership and pay $199.99 AND MONTHLY $54.99. Good deal? could be.and he told us that when he say that opportunity, he quickly grab it and see now, just sits at home shaking his leg.

being a business salesperson apply a cost of $150 ONE TIME AND $20 MONTHLY. this allows you to sell it to people and where you can be "rich". Ouch! After all the breagging to maldives and all those beautiful mutul ternganga pounya tempat, he ask if we are ready. Aku nak cuma I feel that it not the time yet. I still have a lot of other commitments and school? Will I be able to pay this. The answer is an obvious NO! ButI just don't know what to say to myself and to them. aku pun ikutkan pe yang disuruh.

He told me that I'm still underage (still 17, must be 18). Aku hembus nafas kesyukuran. Allah tolong aku. But then he said nevermid, we fake your birthday. Ni pulak satu, dah tak betul lah ape yang aku nak b uat sekarang. Ni dah sama macam aku menipu. dah lah dia bilang, for now don't tell your parent as they might stop you from doing what you want ans they have not yet to see my presentation, bull to the sheet. Restu orang tua lah yang paling penting dalam hidup aku. Kalau tak ade restu dah jadi haram lah. Pape yang aku buat tak akan jadi betul, mesti hje ada halangan.

tapi tetap juga aku continue... Bile aku pikir balik sekarang. Bodoh juga aku eh?

Both of us reply YES. They both looked so happy and high-5 each other. Macam ade udang disebalik batu je korang dua ni. AND THAT POINT OF TIME, AKU TAK TAU YANG AKU KENE BAYAR SEBANYAK $450 THAT MINUTE AND THAT SECOND. Nak sahaja aku campak selipar pasar aku kat muka diorang. Aku punya selenge type in aku punya particulars and card no. After dah nak confirm, aku dapat msg that duit tak leh masuh. transfering failed lah. Nak tau kenapa? Sebab duit aku tak cuku, alhamdullilah. die suruh aku sign for the business part je. Aku tanya kenapa aku kena bayar $$365 when aku ingat cuma bayar $75? dIE EXPLAIN. DUH, AKU TAK CUKUP DUIT. Gaji belum masuk, bill dah bayar, mana taknye ade duit.

HAHAHAH! PAISEH MAK AI TAU DIBUATNYA! But maybe itu cara allah untuk hindarkan aku buat bende bodoh. sapa suruh tak tanya mak?

Then aku cakap not this time lah, gaji blom masuk, and I still need to go to batam and I still need a lot of money.

then I get away with the alasan I have to go work, dah lambat sangat. Which is true lah. on the way home, I think back about my stupid action, and betul menyesal. I went home and calculate how much I will fock out kalau aku beli membership tu, its more than what i can get!

I told my mum and she really understands me. Die cakap siapa especially budak seumur aku ni tak attracted with good deals, travel anytime with good amount but monthly teruk lah.

Lesson learn, tanya mak and bapak sebelum buat kerje bodoh. And there is no such thing as you can enjoy everything. The deal is too good to be true. I think back again, they are using teen like us for their own benefit. This is a lesson to learn.

INGAT TANYA MAK AND BAPAK DULU!

HEHHEHE!

| Have an enjoyable day ahead |


Much Love
IchaNisa

D.I.D? 7 PERSONALITIES IN 1 BODY

Hi and Assalamualaikum everybodeehh!

Yeah, at last I'm back with a new blog post. I know that I have been neglecting this blog for quite sometime and didn't put much effort in typing a new post.

But this post might be different topic from my usual topic. Yeah I'm talking about a new drama that I watch recently. I really have to say, this drama is really really good. But wait! Don't stop reading here and close my blog huh! I really have no regrets in watching this drama and I'm totally get hooked by the actor, Jisung and the co-actress, Hwang Jung Eum. Yeah, some of you might already know it's 'Kill Me, Heal Me'

This is the drama that I am talking about. Let me just give you all a little info about this drama. The main character, Cha Do Hyun in chaebol (rich human being that owns lots of property. Nak senang kata, orang kaya yang korang tahu harta tak akan habis kalau 7 generations makan tak akan habis liao) and he is facing with D.I.D, dissociative identity disorder or known as multiple personality disorder. This all happens because it is really tough for him to face his traumatizing past. He then decide to have his personal physicist, Oh Ri Jin (you get what I meaaannn??? Origin?) to help him cure and put all his personalities together. During his treatment with Oh Ri Jin, Do Hyun starts to gan his memories back, But, his personality is the one that held him down. Let me list down his unique and interesting and duh must be funny also, personalities!

1. Shin Se-gi: A bad guy who appears when Do-hyun experiences violence. He may be violent, but he never hurts children and women. Se-gi endures all of Do-hyun's pain as he is the only one who remember his memories. His first love is Oh Ri-jin.
2. Perry Park: a 40 year-old man and a bomb expert. he talks with Jeolla dialect
3. Ahn Yo-seob: suicidal, intelligent teenage boy and artist.
4. Ahn Yo-na: an extrovert and sassy teen girl who has a love for idols. You can't help but to laugh at his acting as a very sassy girl. Man! You can just fall in love with YoNa. 
5. Nana: 7 year-old girl who loves teddy bears. So far, I have not seen Nana yet. But there is little peeks of little Nana.
6. Mr. X: a mysterious guy. Haha! I really have no idea about this Mr. X even a ittle bit. But let's see if this Mr. X will show his charismatic side in this last 4 episode.

I really love how this D.I.D Kill Me Heal Me drama is different from the other drama that I have watch. This is the first drama that actually covers the idealization of the actor facing difficulties with handling his personalities. Not 2 but his other 6 personalities. Not easy but you know, you have to watch to know what I trying to say. With just watching the first episode, It get me hooked like a super glue ( alamak ayat dah boleh buat pick up line lah seyh.)

Anyway, without further mulut merampai, let's watch this clip from this drama!

Kan Yona dah sampai! Oppa! 

Oppa catch me! 

Hahaha! Lol! You just have to see his face when he decide to turn that unfair wheel and lands on Dohyun's side rather than SeGi's side. Invalid!

Now, I have showed you thee clips. Now you now why I loved this drama right. More funny scene but it will just be a very long post. I just salute how Jisung able to act out 7 different personalities. It's really challenging an really tiring. But, this is the top drama! Can't wait for the next ep to air. Keep a look out yow!

Love y'all!

IchaNisa

Oldest and Changes

Hello ! Assalamualaikum, Konichiwa, Annyeong, Ni Hao!

How are you guys doing? Aku sihat- sihat je. Hari ini ku nak berbual serious sikit. Sikit je. Tapi kalau terlebih tu, terikut imosi ke maafkan sahaja lah ye, kengkawan. 

Sebenarnya aku ni nak berbual pasal hidup aku sekarang. I dont know kenapa this past few week I have been more mature and wise with the decision that I'm going to make for my future wise. Ada yang tahu dan ada juga yang tak tahu, aku ni anak yang paling sulung dalam 3 adik beradik, and obviously as the oldest child you have to be responsible in every act and decision that you make or already made. I mean that fairly applies to every oldest child. And what burden you most is that you have to do well in everything, Not exactly perfect lah, tapi semi-perfect cos kan kat dalam dunia tak ada yang sempurna.

So, you will have carry the burden in making sure that everything is right on its place, dari kerje rumah, Bab rumah tu memang  lah kene kasih bersih, kalau tak memang lah kene siap sedia kene laungan harimau dari dearie mother kan. Tu baru kerje rumah je tau, belom lagi dengan studies. AH! yang pat study tu aku memang agak temp sikit. Nak kata aku rajin belajar itu, tak lah sangat rajin, cuma aku ni automatik. Tak payah lah orang ingatkan aku untuk belajar aku akan bergerak sendiri buka buku. Jap ehy, setakat buka buku je tau. Tetapi alhamdullillah dengan izin allah, senang aku nak hafal all those Hitler, Stalin stuffs, Tapi memangg kalau bab-bab compo, writing , dengan senang hatinya aku rebahkan bendera putih aku.

Get back to my cite, kalau aku suruh je adik aku yang kecik tu belaja mesti je ada alasan. Ini lah itu lah. bermacam alasan dia boleh bagi. Tetapi dalam banyak alasan yang dia bagi itu, alasan yang paling aku menyampah beruk is die selalu cakap bende ni. Macam ini lah mulut aku selalu.

"Ta, gi sana belajar. Satu hari belom belajar kan?"

"Kak icha tak belaja pe hari ni."

Huh kan ! ni je alasan yang dia boleh cakap and this, boleh buat tocang berincit aku naik tegak. Ye lah kan. Mana tak nye, bile aku belajar aku ajak di sekali dia tak nak, bila aku dah habis belajar suruh dia punya turn belajar, liat sangat nak baangkit, jauhkan mata dia dari skrin  hp tu. 

Klau memang tak suruh belajar pun memang aku tak kisah, tetapi as an older sister, sikit banyak mesti korang rasa bertanggungjawap atas apa-apa results yang adik korang perolehi kan?

And sekaranag ni bemacam-macam coaaban yang aku harus hadapi dan ini juga membuat aku belajar tabah and all those stuff, aku tak tahu lah macam mana aku nak jelas kan but it just make me realise that I have been living my life carelessly. But just like I said previously, I have realise my mistakes and im really trying to change myself to be a better person. ANd that does not require any effort, What you need is just keikhalsan and good mindset.

And korang tak payah risau, aku akan tetap menyambungkan novel aku, aku akan tetap update blog ini cos just with this blog, I am able to share my thoughts with the others.

Enjoy your weekend!

Lots of love,

Ichanisa

Assalamualaikum

Sekarang

Hello peeps and Assalamualaikum all of yálls!

Yeah, I'm kinda of alive now. I know I have not been updating this blog frequently and share with you some stories that I have been experiencing this pass few months.

And now, I mean today I will be actually getting back my O'level result. I'm realy hopinng that SEJARAH TAK MUNGKIN BERULANG. Amin. And sesiapa yang sedang baca blog aku, I hope korang vboleh sedekahkan al-fatihah kepada mackic aku yang sekarangnya sudah kembali ke rahmatullah.

Many things happen in just a short period of time. Aku habiskan tahun 2014 dengan gembira, hahah, sebab aku ada pergi balik batam and I really had lots of fun. However, my new 2015 year did not started well. Semuatu mesti ada hikmahnyakan?

Anyway, good new untuk pembaca-pembaca HATI YANG KAU SAKITI, aku dah start balik menulis dan so far every going smoothly. Hoping sangat yang this year aku boleh habiskan the whole manuscript and hantar kat publisher. Nanti bila novel dia dah nak dekat khabis aku type, aku tak akan lupa untuk paparkan novel dia kat sini. But what yang aku boleh katakan ialah, plus to the chop, title novel tu akan tukar cos jalan cerita dia tak sajak dengan tittle yang aku ada sekarang ni. Jus keep a look out for my comeback and doakan yang semua hal permasalahan aku kat dunia ni boleh berjalan dengan lancar. Amiin...

Macam tetibe ja, otak aku ni jadi lancar type semua idea. Selalunya bila suruh berfikir and cari idea aku ada stuck sikit. But Alhamdulillah bukan sekarang.

Have a great day ahead! Assalamualaikum.

LOVE,
ichanisa